My boyfriend is too far away. He’s all I want to make this feeling go away right now. 

I want to be okay.

I’ve become such a terrible person. 

I don’t think I’ve ever been so relieved in my life. Oh my lord. 

I’d fuck you in a heartbeat.

I don’t know what this is, what this feeling is. But I don’t like it. It’s terrifying.

Really, really bad.